and my heart keeps fluttering all day, a symptom perhaps. the shredded pieces like a breeze has passed thru, it is the sound of you leaving, your feet walking away from me.

wanting some kind of special physican desk reference, the sort that tells you how to remove someone from your mind entirely, how to erase them so you can't even congure up the way your eyes met mine upon first meeting, the ay we used to talk to each other.

some kind of elixir would be nice, a potion to make it all go away, amnesia of the heart. something.